9th April 2007

Life looks bleak and sad...

The lights are fading slowly and the world is fading faster...

I have lost all that was close and near to me, now I am fading into slow oblivion...

The reason is this :

www.robotwalrus.com

You see, don't you ?

The beautiful collection of pop art and contemporary art that is present here ?

The beauty of the prints is overwhelming...

I wish I were blind, so that I could have never seen something like this...

Because now I want it, but I'm not in the possession of $400 or for that matter even $10, and I sit here cursing me mum and dad for not being millionaires ( but that is not their fault )...

And I don't have a fucking job or a fucking way to support this ambition...

I feel like the boy described by the poet (Sylvia Plath, I think it was),

The boy who must be wishing he had never tasted food, so that hunger would not trouble him...